I totally dislike my job.
Far, really far from my interest.
I get unnecessary stress & fear.

sigh i don't really care on how much i earn. It sucks sometimes when i had to deal with dilemmas. Such that work has become a barrier for me to achieve my dreams.

So tell me how i'm gonna tell my sister that i have to take halfday this coming tuesday for the La Salle studio visit?

p.s. if you haven't know, my manager IS my sister.

Sometimes i felt like giving up. But then again, i want to achieve as many things as i can in life. So i shall let this be a something for me to achieve.

20 more days to go.

I can't bear to go to her facebook profile to check out on how she's doing & stuffs. I can no longer do that. I can't bear to text her anymore knowing there'll be no reply. I can't bear to ask her out because she'll give me empty promises & did not make it up to it. & not only has she left my life just like that, she has also left the country for good without telling me. Nice.

What hurts me most is how much she shuts me out of her life just like that.

why.

I love her terribly much. But sometimes, some people just won't love you back. It sucks.

Used to be four of us, now left with 2.

One left the country for good, another one left the country for good & the friendship too (for good? sigh)

Tell me why you did all those and i'll let you leave my life as you wanted it to be.

You.

Are still right here in my heart.

Diana has given up on you long ago the moment she came back to singapore. You didn't answer her call. You didn't reply her text messages. So she gave you up. s.h.e g.a.v.e y.o.u. u.p. (so is mom, so is my family, so is Dana)

But i haven't.

Have a good future ahead darling! y'know i love you. But if this is how you left me, i wish i'll forget about you.